Tuesday 27 April 2010

every things past...


Tonight
a funny things~opening my blog~dint wrote any things
cauz many things dunno how to say it out~
i have open my blog since last two year'08 when im enter my college life
at kampar~perak state. TRACollege

my background
im facing many difficulty in my life~
im the elder daughter in a family~
my father and my mother broke up when im only primary sch standard two
im living with my grandmum and others relative~
doing any things, settle every things by my ownselves since small
take care of my younger brother(until now he finish up secondary sch)
my father get married with my step mother when im form two secondary sch
im cant do anythings and just accept whatever happen in life~
without mum care..i force to face every things
im must b harder than a stone
but actually im just not harder than a egg
i wish to have a gd life in my future
and dun wish history happened again
every things out of what im aspected
until im moving out from the house coming here~
kampar~a new place to me...

two years diploma~
im appreciate all the things that i have learn n i have face
im study accounting eventhough this is not the course that actually what i want

im meet a boy which different course with me~
having same sir name..same horoscope..same year of birth
even ours birthday is just a distance of one week n few days only
when the first day i step in this college
every day when i walking to sch
im also wish that can walk with him together on the way to sch
(haha~like a little girl dream)
sometimes~we really meet up together
and i feel that is a bliss to me to having the chance talk with him~
even just a minute (a little like a fool^^'')
im happy that known him as my best frd now
and because of him~i having a special moment and memory in my mind n in my life
i will keep up the keychain u gift me hanging on my sch bag
just can feel that is like u accompany me
no matter where i am
no matter where i go
keep in touch~
im appreciate our frdship~ as we can say in chinese~
we can b frds it is also is a "yuan fen"

at here~i also thks to all my frds helping me~caring me especially woon yen, carmen katherine n cian shing
becuaz of yrs~
we sharing different moment together
thks for take care me when im sick, sad ,unhappy
thks for sharing the best things with me~my birthday,holiday,trip
thks for facing difficulty together~assignment,mid-term test,final exam,finance problem
thks for infinity~
my dear frds,frdship 4ever


today~
i wrote my bolg is becauz im really get known the meaning of my life
peoples r always regret when miss up somethings
im agree with it
sometime is true~no pain no gain~
im realise this sentence
but however
appreciate what u having now surrounding u
u can feel that at least im still alive in this world
is a great bless to yr own to make yr live more meaningful n colourful