today，just want to told a story a here although i known that wont have people will visit here

~~once upon time~~
erica fall in love with a white horse prince....
but the white horse prince toward to the war of defending his country...
so...the white horse prince forced to leave the erica behind...

the white horse prince did told the little erica that he will come back after the war...so...wait o not wait....he din mentioned...up to the little erica...
so..little erica choose to wait...
1 year gone...2 year gone...
the prince havent come back yet....
because the war had continued and the prince had to join the war for a longer period...

at this time..some1 had introduce the little erica to another prince....
this prince fall in love to the little erica in the 1st sight...
he start chasing little erica after their 1st time meet....
find chances to chat with her...try to know m...ore about her...
concern her...date her...do all he can do to touched little erica`s heart...

the prince getting closer and closer to the little erica...
little erica also feel the love form the prince...
little erica feel wat the prince did for her...
little erica feel y why prince do so...
unfortunately...inside deep of the heart of l...ittle erica...
there was a big big white prince there...
little erica stil waiting the big big white prince who she admire...

the problem is occured now...
the prince had confession to little erica...
little erica knew this day wil come...
now she had to make choice...
between this prince and the white prince....
...the prince...is the one who love her....
the white prince....is the one she love...
it hard to choose between them...

although little erica had reject the prince....
and choose to continue wait the white horse prince...
but....somewhere in her heart...
there is already a place stayed by image of the prince...
little erica found this and she choose to hide all her feeling...
neither to the prince...nor the white horse prince...

to be continue...

1st Jan 2011
finally~i found that although im not very love the prices that he love me much
but im decide to choose him.
may be love by people will be better and some more he really care me well
i will use my time to appreciate his love for me
and im felt that may be he really can take care me and
giving me felt safety when staying with him
i will be regret that im dint wait the other one prince back from his war,
but me and him was maintain a best friendship between us forever
im really happy that can meet him in my life and
i wont forget some moment that i with him,thank you

im known it may be not the best choice for me but
im dint wish much
just hoping i can be better than last time
although i wont have a warm sweet family
however
im appreciated that what im having now

i hope he will be my last and forever
a simple request

My holidays~

my first sem break for my study in UTAR. cause of finish exam earlier than others one week so total add up can enjoy one month holiday~^^haha i went back my hometown Ipoh accompany my family two week n spend one week having my trip in KL,find my friends who study at KL and go shopping~ some more go to sch attend class together with them~hehe quite a good memory for me~
still got one more week than is sem break end,reuslt will be release on this wed ot may b thursday or friday??havent known yet~
but is around this few day nervous to known how will b my result~hope my result will be fine~ im think i need to be more hardworking to study in the continuous sem already~ cannot be lazy anymore~all my friends their result always having flying colour~stress also,but may be this can became my motivation and make me more hardworking

im knowning that the most important things is study well my study and graduated and get a good job for my life~

Diploma in business studies (accounting) DAC2 ^^


finally just past my convocation yesterday~
like a dream~two years diploma~
im really appreciate all the things that have in these two years time~

thks my frds~my lecturer~thks to all^^
wish to all my friends~
all the best in future

Now is time to start another stage in life
degree~studying at utar
a lot of things
hope i can cover it
whatever
cheer up

all the best and good luck to me^^~hehe

Recently holidays quite free^^~
but opening sch coming soon also~
haha~

dun known y today mood not bad~
may b somethings really is true
dun think too much
just take it simple
every things will b very nice and peace~

may b~
dunno~haha~
good night every one~
^^~have a nice dream

Another stage of my life will come soon...

Finish up my diploma course~
now come to another stage of my life

looking left,right,up,down
just finding another way to continue my study

degree? advance diploma? oversea? dunno how to choose~

at the end im choosing degree

choose one more things that im dint like in my life again~
im always choosing things that i dun like

i wish to go KL study for my advance
and bcauz my brother need to go KL study also
finance problem come to find me again

im a sis of him,
may b i think that~
guy future more difficult if need taking up the whole family?
at least me.
a girl can just married?
thats all?
haha?
but for me~i wont go get married
cauz i even dint wish before

giving him a better way for his future~
im giving my chance to him
hope he can study better and dun let me disappointed
but he never known that i done every things for him

my this brother only the boy in the family
every things settle for him
not independent~ reliable
i dun known how he going survive at outside

actually

i also dun known y i need done every things like a mum
all this things is out of my business
i was help him more than over alrdy
i just hope he really can change his mind
be more mature... ..

two more week my new life will start again~
new sch environment
new friends
new lecturer
every things will be new

im not dare to think much and wish much
just hope every things going on in a smooth path
every things just nice and fine
the only things i wish is i can cope the stress in my study

every things past...

Tonight

a funny things~opening my blog~dint wrote any things

cauz many things dunno how to say it out~

i have open my blog since last two year'08 when im enter my college life

at kampar~perak state. TRACollege

my background

im facing many difficulty in my life~

im the elder daughter in a family~

my father and my mother broke up when im only primary sch standard two

im living with my grandmum and others relative~

doing any things, settle every things by my ownselves since small

take care of my younger brother(until now he finish up secondary sch)

my father get married with my step mother when im form two secondary sch

im cant do anythings and just accept whatever happen in life~

without mum care..i force to face every things

im must b harder than a stone

but actually im just not harder than a egg

i wish to have a gd life in my future

and dun wish history happened again

every things out of what im aspected

until im moving out from the house coming here~

kampar~a new place to me...

two years diploma~

im appreciate all the things that i have learn n i have face

im study accounting eventhough this is not the course that actually what i want

im meet a boy which different course with me~

having same sir name..same horoscope..same year of birth

even ours birthday is just a distance of one week n few days only

when the first day i step in this college

every day when i walking to sch

im also wish that can walk with him together on the way to sch

(haha~like a little girl dream)

sometimes~we really meet up together

and i feel that is a bliss to me to having the chance talk with him~

even just a minute (a little like a fool^^'')

im happy that known him as my best frd now

and because of him~i having a special moment and memory in my mind n in my life

i will keep up the keychain u gift me hanging on my sch bag

just can feel that is like u accompany me

no matter where i am

no matter where i go

keep in touch~

im appreciate our frdship~ as we can say in chinese~

we can b frds it is also is a "yuan fen"

at here~i also thks to all my frds helping me~caring me especially woon yen, carmen katherine n cian shing

becuaz of yrs~

we sharing different moment together

thks for take care me when im sick, sad ,unhappy

thks for sharing the best things with me~my birthday,holiday,trip

thks for facing difficulty together~assignment,mid-term test,final exam,finance problem

thks for infinity~

my dear frds,frdship 4ever

today~

i wrote my bolg is becauz im really get known the meaning of my life

peoples r always regret when miss up somethings

im agree with it

sometime is true~no pain no gain~

im realise this sentence

but however

appreciate what u having now surrounding u

u can feel that at least im still alive in this world

is a great bless to yr own to make yr live more meaningful n colourful