today，just want to told a story a here although i known that wont have people will visit here

~~once upon time~~
erica fall in love with a white horse prince....
but the white horse prince toward to the war of defending his country...
so...the white horse prince forced to leave the erica behind...

the white horse prince did told the little erica that he will come back after the war...so...wait o not wait....he din mentioned...up to the little erica...
so..little erica choose to wait...
1 year gone...2 year gone...
the prince havent come back yet....
because the war had continued and the prince had to join the war for a longer period...

at this time..some1 had introduce the little erica to another prince....
this prince fall in love to the little erica in the 1st sight...
he start chasing little erica after their 1st time meet....
find chances to chat with her...try to know m...ore about her...
concern her...date her...do all he can do to touched little erica`s heart...

the prince getting closer and closer to the little erica...
little erica also feel the love form the prince...
little erica feel wat the prince did for her...
little erica feel y why prince do so...
unfortunately...inside deep of the heart of l...ittle erica...
there was a big big white prince there...
little erica stil waiting the big big white prince who she admire...

the problem is occured now...
the prince had confession to little erica...
little erica knew this day wil come...
now she had to make choice...
between this prince and the white prince....
...the prince...is the one who love her....
the white prince....is the one she love...
it hard to choose between them...

although little erica had reject the prince....
and choose to continue wait the white horse prince...
but....somewhere in her heart...
there is already a place stayed by image of the prince...
little erica found this and she choose to hide all her feeling...
neither to the prince...nor the white horse prince...

to be continue...

1st Jan 2011
finally~i found that although im not very love the prices that he love me much
but im decide to choose him.
may be love by people will be better and some more he really care me well
i will use my time to appreciate his love for me
and im felt that may be he really can take care me and
giving me felt safety when staying with him
i will be regret that im dint wait the other one prince back from his war,
but me and him was maintain a best friendship between us forever
im really happy that can meet him in my life and
i wont forget some moment that i with him,thank you

im known it may be not the best choice for me but
im dint wish much
just hoping i can be better than last time
although i wont have a warm sweet family
however
im appreciated that what im having now

i hope he will be my last and forever
a simple request