Another stage of my life will come soon...

Finish up my diploma course~
now come to another stage of my life

looking left,right,up,down
just finding another way to continue my study

degree? advance diploma? oversea? dunno how to choose~

at the end im choosing degree

choose one more things that im dint like in my life again~
im always choosing things that i dun like

i wish to go KL study for my advance
and bcauz my brother need to go KL study also
finance problem come to find me again

im a sis of him,
may b i think that~
guy future more difficult if need taking up the whole family?
at least me.
a girl can just married?
thats all?
haha?
but for me~i wont go get married
cauz i even dint wish before

giving him a better way for his future~
im giving my chance to him
hope he can study better and dun let me disappointed
but he never known that i done every things for him

my this brother only the boy in the family
every things settle for him
not independent~ reliable
i dun known how he going survive at outside

actually

i also dun known y i need done every things like a mum
all this things is out of my business
i was help him more than over alrdy
i just hope he really can change his mind
be more mature... ..

two more week my new life will start again~
new sch environment
new friends
new lecturer
every things will be new

im not dare to think much and wish much
just hope every things going on in a smooth path
every things just nice and fine
the only things i wish is i can cope the stress in my study